General:
Argentine Tango dance class
March was the thought of Photo school
April was the application and move
May-Aug was living with the Anderson’s
June the 1st year of marriage and our anniversary journal started
April was the month of 10 plans, June registered Swanson’s
Achievements in client volume…mostly management, but few new clients, increase few current client volume (Dec.)
Family meetings throughout the year
Health improvements with Patrick Ripp, PT and Dr. Messer. office
Year of vit. D and iron
July (Fam. Reunion) was the decision not to go to photo school
Aug first place of “ours” as a family
Oct.-Dec. singing
Oct/Nov trim body system, fell off in Dec.

Lessons:
– Mental/emotional roller-coaster with health. Learning to be grateful for what I have and what I can do in the current moment.
– Mental/emotional stress, in general, regarding structure/schedule changes. I’ve learned I tend to react physically/mentally/emotionally when it comes to the structure of my life changing, especially when it’s outside sources that are the action of change.
– Guilt has been too much a part of my emotional life, and I want to change that. Guilt document from Bill has been a tremendous eye-opener. I had already identified guilt as my main challenge for not moving forward in our business, but I lacked the definition and the understanding that this document illustrates very well.
– I think I’ve learned that I tend towards med-hi stress as an individual, an internal stress more than outward. Also something I want to change: decrease the stress  (aka. increase my ability to identify and proactively handle stress in a healthy way)
– Increased and better communication with Cody. Working to understand and deliver love and respect the way he needs to hear/see/feel it. Lots to go still on this.
– More than ever realizing how much God whittles me down through my relationships with people, especially my husband.
– Learned about my personality a bit, and learning to accept who I am so I can move forward to who I can become – need more work on this. I am “melancholy” in the Personality Tree book, and I am still attempting to understand what personality Cody is. He does not like people to know him, and I believe he is afraid of knowing himself, afraid of finding out he is an impostor.
– I have become lazy when it comes to leading myself, to disciplining myself. Now, I react more than I am proactive, specifically when it comes to pushing myself through the emotional boundary of “I don’t want to.” I wonder if this is why my belief level in my ability to change myself and my situation has suffered this year. Dreambuilding is down, willingness to sit is increased. Am I willing to change this about myself this year? Am I willing to step out in faith toward a dream? I am unwilling to pick up the old dreams I used to have. I feel I have lost some of my dreams – I’ve read that now, it is time to find a new dream. What will be my dream?